~Best Chance~

She ask for meet tomorrow lunch, don’t know what will she talk to me~ She said want to discuss about my job~ Is good news or bad news? ~ No matter what news is that I am prepare to face it~ If good news sure I will happy, if bad news I will accept it and will tell all the truth~ I keep quite and didn’t tell out what I know is because I don’t want make any argument, and I’m not that kind of people who always talk bout people bad thing nor never mirror myself~ I’m not a good polisher, that why I always keep bullying by the best polisher by talking about my bad words behind me~ I know how to force myself to be patience, won’t argue with them and don’t explain it~ I did not explain it doesn’t mean I scare about them, I do this is for my own good, because I know no matter how I explain, no matter what I said, she also wont believe it, because I’m not the 1st person who tell her this~ The more I explain the more trouble will come to me, the more I want to make it clear the more thing will go worst ~ I too clear and understand their character, that why I just let it be and wait for the chance~ Now, right here the chance is come to me tomorrow, I will use it as to prove and clarify for myself, fight for the right~ Now I’m upset, but I cant do any thing to comfort my feeling, what i can do is wait for tomorrow~